really wishing i could meet someone who put in just as much, if not more, effort as i do to show them that they like me. le sigh… its been a while since ive been with someone who was as obsessed with me as i was with them. knowing that someone was thinking of you. knowing that someone actually missed you if you werent around even if 95% of your day is spent with them. the feeling of being wanted. being intimate with someone and having great chemistry. i want someone to want me. they always like me, but they never want me.
this single life isnt doing it for me anymore. its frustrating when i talk to guys and think its going somewhere and then it blows up in my face that its not. especially since i have a problem holding an attraction to a guy because they bore me very quickly and im rediculously picky so when i think i found the right guy it never works out. this has been on repeat for the past 3 years. le sigh again.
it really sucks when someone asks me how i can be so pretty and still be single and i dont know how to answer the question. it makes me feel like theres something wrong with me.
when will this cycle end.